February 2012
11 posts
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“I know that things wont get better if we try
but baby can we just stay here and lay together for tonight
I’ve seen the hate thats been building up behind those eyes
baby can we give this last night one last try
I know the words keep coming out stronger
I was willing to bend not willing to break
I saw this coming but kept it going longer
you would tell me you loved me but I...
The Fourteenth Treaturey of the Evil Angel
“oh I’ve got a problem
oh something no doctor can help me handle
oh I’ve got a problem
oh its something that dug in my head
oh if I could see
the thoughts behind the lies in front of me
oh if I could see
the cold that you hid to play make believe
ohhhhhh
oh ohohohhh
The falsehood of what you led me to see
was something more
something more for the maggots to decay
if...
"The Motivation Approclamation"
“hold on to me
listen to my voice as it carries us away
keep calm for me
feel those lost hearts around you fade away
stay with me
lets tear this city down to the ground
the day has come now
for us to take back whats not theirs
I found the reason to live is that no one cares
I’ll give you my hand
but you’ve got to reach first
this is the final stand
dont lay silent...
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believe in yourself
and let your faith run rapid like a never ending flow that washes out the filth.
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Fact 6 LOL
google
Ryan Pol
and Ryan Polesko is the last search item. = me
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A couple facts about me.
1. I never asked for anything in my life other than forgiveness from the people and the friends I had betrayed in the past.
2. I will never beg for something on the count of it will not get me anything.
3. I lack the ability to love someone, for the fear of knowing what they could do.
4. I was never taught right from wrong, I just had a conscious mind.
5. I am never going to be perfect for...
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If only
our first kiss had said so much to you
than these lips that utter something thats finally true
I do not wish to be something I’m not
I only wish to be what you will never be
because in the end, thats all that I’ve got.
January 2012
14 posts
8 tags
Why!?!?
Am I crying over SUMMER WARS? am I this enthralled in this movie?
tigerslayingwithlambs-deactivat asked: i love your blog
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"Whats Coming to You"
“I lay four feet under the ground
A shallow grave for my flesh to decay
I am found lying with all the hushed sounds
burned by those fired empty rounds
The silhouette of a decrepit boy
And the shadow of the hollowed joy
With the red void of space under this wooden floor
You brought those wolves that howled at my locked door
I am empty now
This swallowed heart that you had left to decay
I am...
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just because
a flower wilts doesn’t mean it was not beautiful.
I think
Im happy ^_^
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good night
world
sleeping to Imogen Heap tonight
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VAIN
“Erase page after page My irises strained to grasp the main stage And the fire in my shrine Is put out in my chest, it’s forever mine
the crackle
the disdain
the fire
the insane
I’m putrid, I’m Sick
I’m vain”
-Ryan Polesko
I strive
to obtain a perfect human of my utmost desire. I want someone who is not me, but is similar. I want someone who is more than me, but more than anything I want to be something more than anyone could ever dream of
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DEAR MR. WRONG
I know that nice guys are supposed to finish last, but do you think you can just shave off a couple points on the score board, just once?
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DEAR MR. RIGHT
Stop avoiding me like the plague.
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DEAR MR. WRONG
stop pretending to be Mr. Right
December 2011
42 posts
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Anonymous asked: have you ever been in love? amd is yes how do you know when its real love?
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going for a bike ride at 8:30pm
just to get away from my bitch of a mother never felt so good.
realaguss asked: let me hug you...<3
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Christmas
go away now for another 365 days.
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"I look at the cross
then look away
give you the gun
blow me away”
As weird as this will sound, I had a dream I had sex with a DEMON last night, no it was not a wet dream. He was beautiful in Evert sense. He had a natural glow of red to him that sorta was outlining him. Then he had jet black hair was super tall, buffer, and had huge red horns. Huge penor too lol. He chased me around a city just to kiss me. It was like one of those stupid Bitten and Stolen books...
Anonymous asked: remember when you posted the picture of the black case with the skulls on it? i think it's an ipod case O:
Anonymous asked: what kind of groups?
Anonymous asked: what do you love to do that you'd like a job doing it?
Anonymous asked: if you could have 3 wishes for yourself what would they be?
nikolasbathory asked: Who/What are some of your biggest inspirations? :D
Being gay
Is a choice for some but not for others. for me it is
Anonymous asked: So you're gay by choice, but are you a top/bottom/verse?
Anonymous asked: are you gay or Bi?
ASK ME SHIT ------>
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dragonspaw asked: Well, I freaken love your style. Besides. Plushies and dressing up is nothing. My friends and I work with magick and talk to faeries.
Anonymous asked: have you ever had a star given to you as a gift?